Hi everybody, uhm i suffer from severe depression and other mental issues i will mention, times are super rough right now so i decided to share my quotidian with the few people here since i dont have anyone to open up to. So in a kind of way, this anime right here has ruined my life because it may sound weird and i find myself very weird and stupid but real girls dont attract me anymore and i fell in love with fuyuki somehow. I know its very very weird i dont know what happened to me but i feel like this for a moment, i cant stop thinking about her like shes real and we spend precious time together, i cant stop thinking about her ghost touching me kindly on my face and hugging me tight. Im such a loser, all i want beside death is her, in some way i love her but the worst part is that i cant be with her since She is not real and i just want to forget all of this. I regret watching anime in the first place, i keep thinking about what i couldve do to not watch any anime and im stuck in the past trying to forget her but its impossible, no matter what i do She is on my mind and everytime i think of her i feel like my brain burns and i just wanna shoot it. There is more unfortunatly… since depression hit me in 2021 my friend group magically dissapeared and left me alone, they probably forget about me and doing fine without me but i dont, now i have nobody. I used to love video games and enjoy my time playing basketball outside, now i feel like nothing is fun anymore i feel like no matter what i will do (1million dollars, hypercars, a trip to hawaii, and stuff like that) i will still be sad and broken i feel like nothing can bring me joy and fulfill the big hole in my heart except of her. I try to forget her and i keep roting in my room everyday. I hate my life

here we go! actor and actress from malaysian as hokkaido gals are super adorable role!

Hello everyone. I am new to the Dosanko Gal wa Namara Menkoi community. I hope we get along well.